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  • How Much Longer the None of Blackpool? Charing 3- - Persistanc

    So this blog could have many titles. Warning now - THIS BLOG RAMBLES-   I decided How Much Longer the None of Blackpool? - as it had a question mark at the end - and people love question marks.... it indicates intrigue, a possible revelation contained within.   Charing Part 3- simply d...
  • Mahler, Tolle, Muse, and Me

    Well thats a catchy little title, and what brings me to team em all up............... LIFE or more specifically DEATH illness, and injury. If you are interested in my progress I apologise for not adding anything other than regular pictures since May 2012.   So what do I know about all this - ...
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  • Soft Skin and Developing Contours

    This entry is about my body - Normally when I look at my body I say eeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!  It is not and has not been something that I have ever really been comfortable with.    I never wanted to muscle up- I was ok about being tall but when I started swimming I lost a lot of weight bu...
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  • April Self Imposed House Arrest

    Well what is all this about then??    Have I gone bdsm an allthat -no feckin way!!! lol- What it is about is skin issues following on from an ingrowing hair- and - before anyone points out the dangers of tweezing the face well yes there are issues - and it was my fault that I became obse...
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  • Yay its April and its my 2nd Blog

    Well it was another interesting week - really pleased to have met L & T, a couple who enjoy the twin delights of music and house renovation-  (actually they don't enjoy the house renovation but seem to do a lot of it - been there worn the tee shirt)   Do you do the usual stuck in bank ho...
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  • Aprils Life

    Hi bods - no I did say bods, bods and bodettes if you like - not pod - as in snog marry avoid- I am sure that there are many that would do that with me too- hell I would tend to avoid most of those that may want to snog or marry me too !!!   So what this is about is that its going to be a reg...
  • Kicking Ass/Arse in a Hormonally Challenged Way

    It was essentially a day of mixed fortunes and me getting very very annoyed with myself and others who I perceived as being either demanding or unreasonable - methinks the hormones are kicking in -at various points yesterday  I was on meltdown- some little brat looked at me twice too many times...
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  • Assumptions - Right Brained - And Always Have Been - And Now I

    Hmmmm ok - not sure what came over me today, indeed this weekend- I have always disliked the labelling thing- I dislike the way that psychographic profiling works - and the way that software makes reccomendations based on previous choices- it annoys me its all about funnelling people in a logical ob...
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  • First Psyche - Part 2-

    So there I am - checked my hair,took off my hat checkced my hair again checked the lippy, oh dear looked a bit weather and water cup beaten. But I was reasonably pleased with how I looked, I returned the mirror and sat with my ankels crossed - this was a consciously femme thing normally it would be ...
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  • First Psyche - Part 1

    It was 17th November, I knew that the next morning I would be sat in front of a psychologist / psychiatrist - whatever head doctor.    All my life I have wanted to prove I was normal,  because I never thought I was in my heart- well the next day I needed to just be me, thats what ev...
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  • Deed Poll Name Change

    Today at 3 am I finally decided to make it legal - Jodie April Mae will be a real person - she has been in me for longer than I have understood how to write and was surpressed through accident, design, and socialisation.    Jodie April Mae will now be who I am to be known as- it is amazi...
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  • Mish Mash on After Effects

    So what the hell do I mean with that - "After Effects"  After what exactly- Well my first thoughts were that I would blog this about how I feel after the thugs in the car incident.    So lets start with that - yes I have not been willing to walk alone since that at night- so thats j...
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