Mish Mash on After Effects

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    So what the hell do I mean with that - "After Effects"  After what exactly- Well my first thoughts were that I would blog this about how I feel after the thugs in the car incident. 

     

    So lets start with that - yes I have not been willing to walk alone since that at night- so thats just self protection I guess.

     

    The next thing is that I have not been keen to go out at all - not because I fear i will be attacked but I tried Vaniqa and had a massively bad reaction with it so it would seem - basically I revisited my adolescence- at one stage re-experience solid puss underneath my skin - it was horrid-I then applied lime juice and then lemon onto my face and substantially reduced the swelling so repeated it three times in one day and everything feels so much better - word to those that have oily skin - try the lemon and lime!!!If it doesn'tdo the job you won't have a massively chem based reaction and won't have wasted money  on product that didnot work for you!!

     

    OK today went for my hep c blood test- ooooerrrr- which was due to my hostel experience- nothign to do with sexual activity entirely to do with sharing cups, plates, spoons etc- so fingers are crossed- whilst with the nurse I mentioned the skin issue and the nurse immediately escalated it - and to cut a long story short I now have an appointment with the doctor who may be able to arrange electrolysis on the NHS - presenting with a visibly swollen face has had such a positive effect so this strange old karmic thing seems to be working well.

     

    Not to risk the positivity with schadenfreude - I spokke with my ex yesterday and her boyf if no longer her boyf- but is using her as a booty call- and she is forking out over £500 on eye sight remedial solutions- tests, contact lenses, glasses- and I am forking out £4.99 for my lenses!!! As Marx said from each according to their ability to each according to their needs- lol!!! Karma on that basis would seem to be a Marxian prinicple lol!!!! I jest!!!

     

    On another subject my keyboards playing -  I am amazing myself with my self taught  keyboard playing - I can now play (a bit lumpy admittedly) 12 bar blues / rock n roll and also stuff like Keane Somewhere Only We Would Know, Muse Feeeling Good, and the keys to Black Magic Woman, the Pink Floyd organy blanket backing to Another Brick In The Wall and errrrr Delilah - yes that one- (but I think its in the wrong key so will have to relearn that )  Expect to see and hear some new output from me on here and you tube very soon -

     

    I also have alot of recordings to sort through that I worked on in the other place so there is alot to go through - and of course there is the issue of getting this BUSINESS OFF THE GROUND!!!

     

    xoxo hugzzzz and lovezzzzz xoxo to all-

    more specifically to people that think I am special care about me and who I care about

     

8 comments
  • Deleted Member come on girl get famous so i can be the tgirl bass player xxxx
  • collettetv oxford keep working at it girl, we all have faith in you, you will get there, i'm sure of it love collette XXX.
  • Beveli H learning to play any instrument is hard.... i dabble with the guitar.... can play a little ... and its recognisable as a tune..lol if ya know what i mean.....found it hard to start with tho... fingers just didnt wanna go where i wanted to put em.......  more
  • Vallin SFAS You are SO special, dear <3! "Delilah"--the old Tom Jones hit? I used to love his TV show in the 60's. Another "why-I-do-what-I-do".