Soft Skin and Developing Contours

• Posted by April-Mae Juin May 3, 2012 3,169 views
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  This entry is about my body - Normally when I look at my body I say eeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!  It is not and has not been something that I have ever really been comfortable with. 

   

  I never wanted to muscle up- I was ok about being tall but when I started swimming I lost a lot of weight but also seemed to create a load of muscle - which I seem not to be able to rid myself of. 

   

  So I was in the bath tonight- totally relaxing- proper pamper aromatic candles the lot- it was simply gorgeous- and the beautiful skin care essences I had put in the bath too and then I noticed for the first time ever that my skin after exfoliation (which simply consisted of me rubbing the dead skin off) was silky smooth- this is one of the most obvious and rapidly apparent indicators that the hormones are working. 

   

  The shape of my body is now changing too- my chest / pectorals were always very tight- it was very difficult to create any cleveage unless I used 2 bras and the twisted strap trick (you may or may not know about it) I have definitely got an A cupof my very own now so it is probably time to get one of those bras I featured on here before.

   

  It is also time that I decide to lose weight and get back to eating more healthily- and Istarted that today. Transition is so much about feeling good in yourself, and perhaps also to others, believing in who you can be, and understanding and loving yourself-  accepting what you may have regarded as faults as lovable characteristics within yourself- and never berating the feminine and apparently illogical tendencies you have always had which have now found themselves re inforced by the hormones

   

  Whilst I was in the bath I had the chance to reflect on my most recent relationship - and   and came to a decision - to thank her for playing her part in making sure I never ever go back again!!!!! Whilst acknowledging that what we had even for a very short time was real to us both and that there is loss in our parting - wow is that mature or what????

  
  

  So hugggzzzz to everyone I will update about the weeks adventures in a separate blog 

  
  

  xoxo