Calypso Butterfly

• Posted by Sara Calypso August 20, 2016 #  #being true to yourself  898 views
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  Having been away for a few weeks I returned home to that need and desire  to become me.  I slapped on some make up in a haphazard way and just put on some jeans and flats. 

  I suddenly realised that being me is no longer the thrill or sexual fetish that it once was, but more the feeling of peace within me when I am me. 

  As I sat there in front of the mirror I could have become critical of my badly applied makeup or my too thick eyebrows but instead I just saw a beautiful girl, relaxed in comfortable clothes staring back at me, I saw ME. The pressures of the previous few weeks disappeared and a sense of calm descended on me.

  I could have cried, not in sorrow or confusion about where I am in life, being neither male nor female, but instead I smiled at the feminity I could see and the satisfaction that I had being me.  I have started to come out of my cocoon and become the butterfly that I know I really am.

  Sara Calypso