I'm a lost girl

  • J L
    • 54 posts
    July 9, 2014 9:12 PM BST
    When I was told I'm a bit like Dr.Who, cos you know he dresses when he's alone in the TARDIS!!! Sorry daft tangents rule, but because there is that something hidden, that something not told.

    I'm impetous stupid scatty, I can get pretty highbrow,

    I don't know what I am supposed to say.

    I get insecure and then I overreact I stuggle to keep it on an even keel.

    I've not got a wig and honestly I don't think I'll be doing it, I'm not some vacuous facile bint you wanna get to know me, then get to know me not some sad mask.

    I'm broken and in places I am like a china cup that has been dropped and glued back together.

    I'm lazy and I hate sport, I hate england and know this, england lost the footbal because they're so bleedin thick, the worst thing in england is the "should" business, we bully people telling them what hey should be doing, we don't let them adapt to current events.

    I seem to cause offence at times.

    Lol, bear in mind that the girly female me is the nicest me you're gonna get!

    I am just upset because I felt like I had to pretend to be somebody that I'm not and I've been sulking about it for nigh on.... errr... a long time

    I'm not gonna be bullied anymore so it's best that you don't tell me what I meant to say.

    Gawd let me say something nice about myself.

    Ido knitting, I like to do singing and I sound like a cat being strangled I hope not, I work on the weekends


    I like P J Harvey and riot girls love a bit of metal, but gragarious in music happy to enjoy house music and all good beats.

    My fav film genre is #HeavyGoingPsychologicalSciFiThrillers

    I'm a bit of a scatterbrained artist type person sometimes I do pictures.

    Life is a lot about being inspired, when i'm not inspired I'll just sit and write sarcastic comments, but when I get inspired I must create and then do not enter the room or ask me anything unless you want a rant and overreaction.

    There, good I've scared you all off now at least I'll get some peace and quiet xx
    • 1 posts
    July 23, 2014 9:55 PM BST
    Hi Janet,

    Well you didn't scare me off, probably because I recognised so much of you in me. I am so much a lost girl myself trying to make sense of this crazy existence, flitting form here to there, eclectic in my tastes in music, scatter brained and not sure of myself. So who am I, Rebecca is this rebellious person trying to burst out of this mundane experience and express herself. Life is wild, life is strange but can we help each other in making some sense of it all. Please let me know if we are on the same wavelength.

    Love,

    Rebecca xx
  • J L
    • 54 posts
    July 23, 2014 10:18 PM BST
    Hugs xx if you can get through what I wrote