Hi all

Been very busy this week at work but Last night I had a little me time with Carrie and we spent the night getting all waxed up for tomorrow. She asked me whilst we were doing the waxing last night.......

Carrie - ' Baby'

Me - ' Yes gorgeous'

Carrie - 'If you had a magic wand and you could choose to live your life as a man or a woman, what would you chose?'

I sat there and looked at her for a minute and then replied......

Me - 'What do you think?'

Carrie - 'I don't know'

Me - 'Really?' I replied in a quiet subdued voice.........

Carrie - 'So, what would you choose?'

Me - 'A woman'

Carrie - 'Why is that?' She asked.

Me - 'It is something that I have always had inside me'

Carrie - 'I don't understand because you like women, you don't fancy men do you?'

Me - 'I have always loved the female body (sexually), not interested in men'

Carrie - 'So would you like to be Becky more?'

Me - 'Yes'

Then the conversation sort of changed a little and we started discussing other things. None of what we talked about was an issue or put her off. If anything It helped, so the cat is out the bag so to speak. Well a little more than it was before................Then Carrie waxed me all over and she loves me being smooth all over (bonus) xx Carrie loves the girlie side but not quite sure where it will take us both..........

Becks xxx

As always the advice is little steps. And if she takes big ones be very very grateful. But sounds like you have made progress.

Reading between the lines, I think she already knew but wanted you to say it.

Where you go from here depends on what you both want and can cope with.

Debbie

I put it all down in a letter,handed it to her to read and told her I could not be the person she wanted and that I knew she was having an affair it was way really and I moved out during that week Dxx