been crossdressing for about 4yrs now,been out on my own dozens of times even in broad daylight,only had one bad experence got over that ,no problem,my own fault i dressed alittle bit flashy so i stood out,all history now.iv been to bars and clubs with other girls,no issues had a ball,till 3 weeks ago.i arrived at the usual club seen a large mixed crowd outside only smoking,went to get out the car and froze,got back in the car and went home, a total waste of time,dressing up and makeup.this past weekend went to bournemouth to meet a group in a known safe pub,dressed up,makeup i was confident i looked fine.i walked out the hotel there was a group of lads and a couple i took one look and froze,went back in and undressed,another waste of time and energy.anyway still went to the pub in drab,met the girls and there advice was to go back and dress which i did,its all about confidence they said,anyway im glad i did because i had a fantastic time,it was proberly something to do with the fact that i had a couple of beers by then.i suppose the point im trying to make is iv gone from all the confidence in the world to freezing up,dont know what is happening .thanks for reading sally xx