Me, Myself & Rachael

• Posted by Rachael Louise Blanche February 11, 2014 1,896 views
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  This blog is just going to be the ramblings a mad person waffling on about nothing, sorry.

  Through out my life I've manage to get very good at compartmentalising my life, home from work, family, social, my hobby from everything. I know it started at a young aged probably my early teens, seperating home from school, closing myself from my famliy for various reason (see prevoius blogs). Sometimes I even wondered if I was boarderline psychotic, mainly due my oddest habit of compartmentalising myself, my ego, my eid, that, that makes me, me. I know even writing it make me sound like a complete fruitloop.

  You see there are three of me, no other voices just mine, no other people in my head but me. Let me explaine. There is N, thats the face the world sees, the one world talks to and interacts with, the quiet one, the shy one, the ever so slighty unpredictable one. Then there is S, my macho self locked in a box in my head. The one who wants to be a hero, to be charming, wants all the woman to fall at his feet, the sportsman, the confident one with the strange facial hair. Personally I think he is a bit of a tosser, but hey he shares my head. Then there is Rachael, my femmine side, sassy, flirty, naughty, confident, who doesn't care want anybody thinks.

  Now N, wierd talking about myself in the third, has bits from both S and Rachael, plus some of other stuff, sometimes crazy stuff, like not backing down from drunken nobjockies, I meet a lot of those in my job. Now you'd think Macho S, would all for that, nope all talk no action runs and hides in his box, Rachael just mutters not again. There is a bit of a daredevil in N, will try anything, well almost anything once. Unpredictable.

  You see Macho S, wants to be a hero like Superman. As for N he'd be a very dark Batman and as for Rachael she'd like to be Batgirl or Supergirl but knows deep down she is just a Harly Quinn at heart. You see always the geek. You see one thing Macho S does have is a moral code, Rachael's can be a bit loser. Just imagine Angel Macho S on the right, and Naughty Racael on the left and N in the middle who may or may not listen to them. N maybe the quite one, the shy one, N is also in control of the other two, well Rachael can be temperamental sometimes, finds it hard to give back control whens she's out. Macho S likes his box, its safe, he can save the world a hundred different ways before tea time in his box.

  So maybe I am three types of crazy, but if I was sane I'd stand out like sore thumb in this Mad World.

   

  Ok this blog was just a bit of fun I'll to be more serious next time.......

   

   

  Or was it?