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• Posted by Rachael Louise Blanche May 10, 2016 3,309 views
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  Oakly Dokely, here we go again, more ramblings and mutterings from a person dancing along the line of sanity and madness....well almost!

  You know it's has been almost a year since we last chatted...............

  (Sanity is defined as:- the ability to think and behave in a normal and rational manner.

  Madness is defined as:- a state of wild or chaotic activity.)

  So one would think as a mature(ish) person I would be adverse to act in a way that would/could place in some sort of danger. No. You're completely wrong.

  While enjoying a bout of fine, warm, sunny weather, I found myself strolling along my local canal path. Why? Cause I want to. Out, about and proud. Usually I hop into my car and drive the 10 minutes into the City Centre and have  little wander around and speak to no one.

  However on Friday I stepped out of my house, looked at my car, took in the fine weather, and decided on a whim to walk the 25 minutes into the City Centre down the canal path at the end of my road. Now I've down this a many a time in my secert identity as a man. But never as myself. So there I am strolling enjoying the sunny weather, pass the various Anglers, who ignore everything anyway. Passing the canal side development, with the dozen or so builders. Even got a 'Hello Darling', which was made me smile, mind you he could of been shouting at the angler.

  So into the City Centre, wandering around the shops, not caring if I was made or not. Brought a couple of tops and a skirt, tried on some sandles even chatted with the shop assistant. Enjoying myself. Probably got made once or thirce, one I fixed eyes with and smile at which point he seemed to back down, the shop assistant who was very nice and helpful and one who tried and failed to causually follow me around Primark, I nearly stop and spoke to her but I was having too much fun watching her pretend not to follow me.

  So back home once again along the canal path, pass the building site, no shout this time, feeling slightly dissappointed, why? Pass the engrossed anglers. Into my street, pass a neighbour and home.

  Why did I go down the canal path? Who nows and who really cares. Sometimes you need to lock sanity up for a few hours (in my case a its been a few years) and go with the flow, which some people I do too much flowing and should really take life seriously, 'There's no reset button!'.

  I say to hell with it enjoy life, I've been thro' far too much shite to care these days and if I had accepted myself early I still be ever so slightly unhinged.

  Thank you and good night from Him and it's good night from Her.