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CANT KEEP THIS UP

  • Posted by Deleted Member July 28, 2012 860 views
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    Every day now feels difficult. More difficult to live within restrictions. Watching tv, walking down the road is painful, reminders of femininity everywhere. Admittedly I have been out a couple of times in 4 years and think that a lack of expression has caused a build up of pain and frustration. If anyone else reading this has been in a similar situation in their lives, tell me, how did you deal with it, is there a way out of it, or do I just need to learn to live with the pain and frustration in a better way?
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  • Deleted Member I agree with Pauline and Amy I use the time out to learn how to be more fem and always have manya great friend from transtastic to talk to as well does help in fact it has increased my confidence to push the boundaries in going out more. I think going to...  more
  • Josephine Green Going out is like taking the best drug in the world and finding its legal! But then finding that it is also very habit forming. You just gotta have more. If it hadn't been for Sparkle and the friends I met there I would have been like you. They helped me...  more
  • Mia Wallace a bit of that meow meow plantfood, a bottle of wine - then head to your local pub dressed as the gorgeous one at 4.30pm on a friday - worked for me
  • Deleted Member I know exactly how that feels, can be very frustrating and can make you sad and unhappy. So when I can't be Stephanie I always ware female attire under my drab clothes. I am lucky that I can spend a couple of days a week as Steph and get out as much as...  more