I'm not Trans

• Posted by Imogen R June 11, 2015 #  #transgender identity  637 views
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  So on Monday i really, really didnt want to be trans....anything. not trans-sexual, nor transvestite nor a transistor radio. NOTHING. just ignore it and carry on like before....but better! do that big trip to wherever and pick up loads of birds and drink and arm wrestle and generally be a bloke. or be a builder or lorry driver or something like that. Tuesday I was kinda indifferent an I saw my therapist in the afternoon, and after seeing him I felt absolutly, incredibally .................. the exact same. but wednesday I got dressed in girl clothes, niothing faqncy, just round the house kinda stuff and now im feeling great. im actually feeling that good that im thinking about how to tell my housemates, who else im going to 'out' myself too and how they will react. 

  so in 3 days ive gone from at least disliking myself and being all moody to planning for some trans future. was it the therapist? was it that i got dressed on wednesday? is it cos of some family stuff thats been simmering away has got some ending in sight? maybe its cos i cut back the booze and ate loads of veg n good stuff?. dunno really. all of it i guess