Shh Oscar! I'm writing another blog thingy

• Posted by Deleted Member April 22, 2012 #male  #female  #using the loo  #gender clinic  874 views
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  Hey everyone. Its me again. I have some great news. My doctor has finally referred me to a gender clinic. YAAAYYY! Unfortunately its all the way over in London, which is like a million miles away but that’s the nearest one apparently.

  The occasion did get me thinking about what I’m going to miss about the horrible man body I’ve had to put up with and the first thing that sprang to mind, well the only thing that sprang to my mind really, was not being able to go to the toilet standing up anymore. I mean it seriously has to be the most convenient way to go. And in a skirt it would be even easier, no messing about with flies then. But I guess there’s still a while to go yet so I still have some time to enjoy a bit of masculinity. Still I’d happily give up that ability to have a body that I’ll feel more comfortable in.

   

  I’ve been watching and reading a lot of stuff on the web about if, after going through all the hormone treatment and surgery, does that make you truly female. After all, you were born a male. Its an interesting thought and I guess my initial thought was who cares, if it makes you happy. I suppose for me I just want the physical part of me to match up with the inner me. It does make me sad that there are some things a natural woman can do that I’ll never experience like giving birth and having a legitimate reason to be moody once a month. But I guess as there’s no advanced scientific breakthrough to make that happen, Its just something I’ll have to live without.

   

  Well, I’d better be off. Oscar my grumpy little Bichon wants his evening walk. Before I go I’d just like to thank everyone that’s added me and sent messages and comments on here and hopefully I’ll get the time to have a chin wag with some of you in the chatroom.

  Take care now

  Sadie

  xoxox