Life is good

• Posted by Jet Alexis Armstrong August 28, 2016 #  #  732 views
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  I will start by saying a big Hi to you all , ive been away from the site for a number of years and i have missed so many messages , so i apologise for that . In my defence i will say my life has been somewhat busy .

  Not only have i fully Transitioned and have been living as a Woman for nearly 4 years now but i am also a succesful Business Woman with a stressfull and hectic career , so things have been pretty busy for me.

  The purpose of this blog is really just to update you on whats been happening in my life .

  So i think i told you that i found out i was Transgender back in August of 2011 and had decided to start my feminisation at home prior to going public and this was scheduled for two years ..Well ! it didnt happen , i did start my feminisation and i did self med prior to diagnoses ( with all due care and attention and medical assistance , blood tests etc ) and it all went well , in fact it went so well that by December of 2012 i was ready and i was not willing to live another moment as the hated male . So christmas Eve of 2012 with Sues tearfull help we got rid of every single item of mens clothing to good homes and i became me !.

  My kids have both accepted me with open hearts and we are closer now than ever .

  Me and Sue still live together as friends and share the house , we get on ok and she does her thing and i do mine . Its actualy really nice having my own big girly bedroom , its not over the top cinderella style but its clearly a girls room ( despite the Goth additions ) but a Goth Girl can still be feminine and do pink .

  so i transitioned xmas eve and returned to work ( they were expecting it but they didnt know when ) so they got a suprise but i got a bigger one because the acceptance was amazing and at that time i was still working on a station and it was a shock to me to be lifted in the air and hugged by great big hairy arsed train drivers and told how proud they were of me , so that was a great first step .

  I began going regularly clubbing for the first couple of years and i loved it but like all things it got boring and these days my idea of a nice night is to relax on the sofa and watch tv ! .Despite vowing not to become involved in the "community" I did also go to a local Gay bar which i loved but after a while i started to realise how clickey it was and how out of place i felt . I have not returned since . I do understand for many girls they feel the need of the safety and security of Lgbt venues and events and thats a good thing that they have these venues and events where they can go and feel relaxed and part of a larger society ,They are especially good for the c/d community as they even have somewhere to get dressed ,  but it was never the thing for me . I just wanted to get out in the big wide world and get on with my life without having to have a safety net . 

  Anyway i was promoted at work into a senior position at head office and a year later number cuts and work related stress led me and several others along the depression path and i was off work for several months just short of a full break down . god knows i didnt need a whole bunch of work problems on top of what i was already dealing with . anyway the company doctor told the company in no uncertain terms what to do and i was transferred to a new environment where i would not be under so much stress ..hahaha stress ? my god The National Railways Operating centre . jeez its the most stressfull job on gods green earth , two years later i was off again with cilinical depression and extreme anxiety ! . Anyway another few months off and with the right medication i returned to the mad house that we call the control room , and its no less stressfull , in fact its gotten worse , but so far so good im handling it and ive been promoted .. maybe god doesnt hate me after all eh ? .

  Me and Sue never worked out , i was willing to give it a go and to this day i dont see why we dont just stay a couple as i do everything for her and pay for everything , even friends cant understand it , but hey ho it was destined to happen and we are in the process of getting a friendly divorce . Shes gone through a procession of men whilst i have stayed pure and chaste , ( i am determined sex will not happen with anyone but the right Girl and if she doesnt appear then so be it ). I have introduced a rule that we will not bring partners home , so she tends to spend quite a lot of time on trains lol ..

  From a personal and physical standpoint my transition and feminisation has gone great , i hope my photos will demonstrate this . My boobs are my own at a 36C , my feet are down to a size 7 slim ( spiro can do that ) , my body has taken on all the right curves in the right places and i am told my voice has become softer and "Gender Neutral " , i suspect this is just me trying to talk more softly as i dont intend to have voice coaching or surgery and end up with a false sounding "minnie mouse " voice , too many people try to fake it and it just sounds ridiculous . Physcologicaly i have only felt myself to be a Woman for the last 4 years and cant imagine having ever been any other way . So im in a good place , even the surgery has ceased to be of major importance to me , i will be having it for cosmetic reasons but really it makes no difference to me whats between my legs .. its whats between my ears that matters .

  I wont kid you and say its been an easy journey , but its certainly been easier for me than it is for many Girls . Yes i suffered the ridicule and scorn and bile and hatred and the stupid comments in the early days , but it calms down and as the feminisation takes hold the comments and looks begin to slow down to the point in my case where i am accepted as a Woman and the only comments i get now are from appreciative guys ( oh yes and Girls ) .

  Ive become very popular and i have quite a following both in real life and on the internet , im frequently told by Biological Women that i am "An Inspiration to them " and this is great that a Trans Woman can acheive this just through positivety and quite a lot of tongue in cheek Bitchiness ... and believe me i bloody love it ! , if i didnt get the attention i would be annoyed ! .

  So in a nutshell thats really it ..But i want to say to any Ladies out there who are scared to transition ..really dont be ! , apart from the expected nonsense its as hard as you make it or as easy as you make it , and once youve done it you will never look back , if you can take that step and be half as happy as i am then your life will be great !

  Loads of love and stuff

  Jet Alexis xxxx