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This is a special thing I have thrown together tonight - never done a rap welll unless you count mobile phone.
This is a more hip hoppy eminem stylee thing brought about because my voice is well and truly fecked and has been for nearly 11 days now- its sore and I don't know why and I am more than a bit worried. Not that others have got far more important things to worry about than my sore throat.
Easiest thing to do is publish the lyrics to flirtation. It will explain it - because what I have done is to have the rap spoken by me twice but have me saying different things at different points it is intentional and not bad recording- it makes up for the fact that I am using my native british accent which sounds a bit unusual in itself- Yes it does get lower as I get in to it - I think I may revisit again but I wanted to see what people thought of it and due to the subject matter what better place to put it than here-
The darkness in my heart was never there for me to see all the things I wanted but I never wanted to be
And now its all so different yes its hard to survive each day
There is a a freedom within me that makes all this bull shit ok
I play at life my life is play I get no pay and I don’t even say how wrong it feels
And just how much I need cos I get to look at a girl I used never to love before. Her smile makes it worthwhile coming back in thru the door
Her hair so soft her eyes so green, her plump red lips to die for, I never imagined or thought this me ever could be
Those eyes looking back with mascara and liner deep, with warmth and love inside are something no one could deride - it makes my life complete the cheeks the soft pink and smooth skin brings life into the girl who was trapped so long ago and in a straightend curvy world, yet here she is and yet she has no place to go cos she does not like the thought of spending time with men its not her thing she knows its true it’s the truth no matter what you think or been you can you can’t you will you won't she wants to be alone and wants to trick you into thinking that you have a hope in hell its all a game a flirtation in this ridiculous label conscious nation and at the end of the day I will not take away your hard earned pay but my inner spirit could never work that way, so why don’t you see what its like for a girl like me, with imagination and more ability, to dream and glean and find the sheen than you could ever dream of and noway of getting it over to anyone because they will not pay me to get in the car and drive long and far to do what I do best so I end up and stagnate with the rest but hey I don’t give a damn no more yes I am poor and no really for sure there is so much much more I could do - but then would I still be who I want to be and should be but know that its all too late so that is why I just need to get on stage and arrage my life for all to see and understand the traumas I been through and maybe one the things will all come thru and I will the girl inside from night into day and what ever that may mean it won't be obscene at least I will be able to stay at the top of my game until the very end ane we all die on our beds alone no matter what we have gained.