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It is now September - think originally this would have made it the 7th month - anyway it is not its the 9th month of this year, add that to 9 more and that makes 18 months since April Mae was born thru the portals of Tranny International.
Why was she born, well April Mae was originally going to be just another drag character, as Jodie Farce, as my pirate character, as my leprechaun character,as whoever, however april was different, April is was and always will be me as a girl.
Look at any of my photos I hardly wear any make up but with my hair sorted I DO really look like a girl- The only other problem I have are the results of severe acne age 17 - 30.
Does this mean that as I am at the moment single that I will be content now just to sleep with April and go out with her to clubs and parties or does this mean that April, greedy bitch as all women are in my sad experience will want more of me, my time, my energy, and my very being, in short is she going to take me over completely soon, which is pretty much what happened with my other ltrs, but this one is for life!!!
I have moved to a very trans friendly town, if I am going to do it I could not have chosen a better place on many levels. The decision as to my next step lies with my doctor- I am not boasting - ok I am - Facially, I think I look pretty good as a girl- (crap as a bloke although some may differ on that too) my body has its good and bad parts, I have grown to love the legs I had always thought of a bulky rugby players legs through the compliments of women, trans girls and men who have wanted and in some cases been able to stroke them I now regard them as a big asset, the butt is ok not quite jlo but I fill the butt of my jeans.
The Doctor and the blood tests have the decision as to where I go next - do I get on the pathway to srs, or do I say the risks are tooo great for my body to handle. I have no desire to shuffle off my mortal coil at a time when bizarrely I am enjoying it more than ever before- why perhaps because I am myself for the very first time and I am open in my dealings with people and I have friends, which I have alluded to before is a new thing for me.
What I hate most about my body are the follicles on my head- no I am not bald, as they say in that world "for a man I have ok hair" but that is the one the thing that defeminises me in my opinion as indeed it must defeminise sooooo many poor women out there who suffer from alopetia. I know first hand how awful this is for the sufferer particularly if they have it from age 5
I have been to thedoctors for my blood tests the results of which will be known on Monday or Tuesday, unless of course they find something untoward, coincidentally that is the date of the next doctors appointment.
Tonight I am intending to go to see an Amy Winehouse Tribute band - and the entrance is free. Toying with getting Amied Up Myself but would probably be viewed errrrr at least by the band as in competition with them so best not lol.
Anyway I will update you all who are interested next Monday 05/09/11
x amj x
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