beeing Me !

• Posted by Karen Tea August 26, 2017 1,984 views
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  Hello  girls   its  been sometime  since I have blogged here . Writing a  blog is sometimes  for  me  not easy  to  do because  I  have  so much to think about and  it all wants  to  just  pour out  of  me . Lately  I  have  not  dressed   fem all that  much  but  one Saturday  night  I  did  and was  full  fem and did  my  makeup . Its  so  strange to  see  the  other  person in a  mirror and  so  shocking  to  see  the  age reflecting  back . Yes  you  can say  I  don't  look at  myself all that  much  like  this and  I  ve always  been this way . Sometimes I wonder is it because I  don't  like to  see  myself in a  mirror or is  it  because I  don't  like   change? Perhaps both but anyways  doing my makeup and  after  looking at  my  face  I  seen something I've  not  seen before  .  It  was   "Karen "  and  she  looked  very  good  in  makeup  and I  liked  it . The  thought  of  going  out filled  my  head  but  I  had nowhere  to  go or anyone  to  see , So  I  stayed home .  I  am thinking  about  having something  that I ve  never  had  before  or  did  since I  started  to  Cross dress many  years ago   a  "Girl's Day  out" .  The  thought  has  came  to  mind  so  many times but  the  chance to  have such  a  day  has  never  been taken or  it was  just  not  good  timing  . So now there is a chance that If  I  plan  things  right  I  can have a whole  day  as a  women  as  "Karen"  .  I  hope  all goes  well !