Well I have not been dressing much just every now and then but I don't go out anywhere .It's not that I don't want too it's that in a city as mine Crossdressing is not often seen on our streets . I have been out dressed many of times but all thoes times I was on a busy Highway going to or from somewhere alone . I was in out mall today walked passed a store that sold wigs and did your hair . I was thinking should I buy a new Wig just for a one time occasion ? I am thinking of going to visit a person whom I made friends with and promised to go see "En Fem. I want to do this for two reasons one is that I may never get another chance to do this because of my Girlfriend (GG) . The other reason is that my new friend is fighting Cancer and they may become too sick for me to visit this way . I'm unshure at this point what to do , but what ever I chose that 's how it will be . In one way I am nervous about do this because I have to travel a far distance from my home to my friends place. When I dress I am normally alone and I 'm not seen by anyone . I have gone to visit a friend before in my city and I was very nervous when I reached there place because I was not expecting to encounter anyone that lived there other then my friend . I did love the whole feeling of beeing out dressed and it felt so cool and it was like exciting . I do beleave a person confidence does improve with time and more outings such as this was . The encounter of others who can tell your not "Fem" is what bothers me the most . So all I can do for now is try and my new friend will be so happy to see me for the first time ever !