Why I am....

• Posted by Sarah O'Brien July 20, 2012 2,127 views
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  For some time I have debated do I really need to bare all, need is probably the wrong word, should, is probaby nearer the mark...

   

  So ok, a little background, I have no idea when it all started, it would be easy to blame my mum for sending me to primary school in my sisters knickers because thats all that was clean..... no that wasn't it, the knickers my catholic convent going sister werent the most exciting, so we can rule that out. I have allways been a fan of the 50's the music the cars the style, I spent my youth as a Rockabilly, custom made suits, custom made shoes, allways preened to perfection, upon reflection, much like today it was all dressing up.

    What next? Well I knew i liked stockings etc on my girlfriends and to a degree that was more than just the usual sexual excitement.... It was my first love, Tricia, that suggested i wear hers and it has snowballed since then athough it had taken a couple of decades for me to finaly accept it. So from my teenage years till untill I met my wife at the age of 29 I threw myself into   many male dominated enviroments just to give myself an excuse not to shave my legs or paint my toenails, pluck my eyebrows or whatever else was girlie at the time. basicaly I denied myself. If only i knew then what i know now, so many years wasted, hinde sight is a wonderful curse...

      So after so long snatching moments here and there it finaly got to me, the relationship i was in had become more of a habit and i met a women a her sexual peek and fell in love... after all the years i had hidden Sarah i decided that i would tell my new found love, Julie, all about Sarah and as we are still together and married with kids her response was very positive... 

   Sarah had come of age, my new partner julie as supprtive (and still is) and i was on a roll..... then came the kids, so the kids were told when they were very young and all was well in the world but as they grew i fely they were critical of there old man in a frock, paranoia maybe, now the boys have grown up and my daughter is cool with a dad she can steal make up from, Sarah is back with a vengance..

    So all this was typed while i have been doing damage to a bottle of Absolute and now it is empty i shall stop.. I am sure the above is just mundane drivel but should you wish me to carry on i will do when i get to tescos to get myself another bottle.

  if you have managed to get this far without falling asleep I applaud your endurance..

   

  Sarah

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