I Was Denied Hormone Replacement Therapy

• Posted by Deleted Member December 12, 2015 #Life  190 views
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  Everything seemed to be going so well. I had a chat with my GP, who then wanted me to see a therapist. I saw the therapist... hell we had a good 2 hour session where I unloaded on her, and cried in her office. Then I saw my GP again who told me to go see the Endochrinologist.

  Now I know it's not his fault. I DO like the Endochrinologist... but he ordered some tests, and then the same day injected me with a high dose of a sample Estrogen, just as a control.

  I went back two weeks later, for another test, and he found that my testosterone levels are WAY too high. According to the Endocrhinologist The Estrogen SHOULD have been in my system still, but the testosterone in my body had completely taken it over. (At the time I did not know this... nor did he.) I actually got the call yesterday morning. 

  It was the Endochrinologist calling me directly via FaceTime. His exact words were;

  "Either you take the hormones, and they do nothing for you, and then it is just a waste of money and time. Or you take them, and we flood your body with Estrogen, then you experience a Hormonal Imbalance. Which in turn could be very dangerous and lead to you becomeing very ill or worse."

  And the way he put it was very blunt "I'm sorry you are inelligable to receive Hormone Replacement Therepy"

  So here I am stuck as the gay Femminist "crossdresser" with severe Gender Dysphoria
  
  Now he did say that it is MANDATORY that I see a therapist. He called it Detransitional Therapy. I have to see them three times a month for a full year. And if at any time they believe that I have become a danger to others or myself, they have to take "Direct intervention" which I assume is institutionalization. 

  I cant stand being a male... I DONT like males. I dont like anything about themAnd I CERTAINLY dont like being one.