The First Step

• Posted by Simone Jo February 9, 2015 4,224 views
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  Well where do i begin....

  Well Wednesday at 6 pm i am taking the first step.The doctors.

  After a few weeks deliberation,talking to the wife and the odd argument,i have decided that i need help to find out where i want to be going in life.

  A little back ground first,i have worn female attire since i was 15,some 30 od years ago,like many,purely for sexual reasons,then over the years,relationships started and ended and the clothing became more than just sex,it became part of me.At that point i realised clothing was'nt just a way of expressing my femininity,my head had shifted way over to the female side,i was at a place where i was calm and happy,my emotions were of the scale,i cried at movies,WTF never done that before,then a few years ago  told the wife,that i needed to wear the clothes and express my feminity more.

  She was cool with that,but it was only a few hours a week when the house was empty,but that was never enough,so i told my child that i needed to more female in front of him,that was tough,but he said he was cool about it,as long as i didnt go out in public with him in a dress,thats a small price to pay.

  So i started to be dressed around the house full time.

  Around the same time i wannted to go out into the REAL world to experience that as a women,so i did.

  What a wonderfull place that is and i have met some wonderfull people out there,you know who you are Barbara,Sasha,Nicola,Teena,Nicci ,Kate and all.

  Now every one of our families know and most of our friends aswell.

   

  But I digress

  So Wednesday is the first step to finding out who I am and where i am going.

  Doctor will hopefully be sympathetic .

  I dont know where this journey will end,but i know it has just begun.

  Life is not a rehearsal and you only get one attempT at it,so why not be happy

   

  Thanks for reading,and Wednesday i will tell you how things are going

   

  lots of love simone xxx